Sunday, October 16, 2005

aiyo....my window media player has problem...stupid program...anyway....back from church....found answers to my questions....heh....i realised tht afew weeks ago...i was like living on revelation....den it was great n all...everyday....seek God...feel his presence....n everything sort of work its way out for me....it wasnt perfect...but at least impossible stuff were made possible...thts my God....

den suddenly....i sort of lost it...maybe it was something i did....but den suddenly....i lost it...i stopped doing QT for the whole week and was rather irregular over the last few weeks....reading the word became so dry....so i was like...Lord...cannot live this type of life....feel so loser...n i went for service today....n i tot the word was great....to me it was like the best word i ever heard....cus while all the sermons had been enriching and edifying....i just felt todays service realli impacted me....i guess i ready to be a nazirite again....

i felt like samson...tht God had realli given him to the strength...but he turned away from God....he stopped praying....so his vision ceased and so did his progression....but den God is a God of second chances....while we should never take tht for granted....we should be so thankful for tht...for his grace and his mercy...for his everlasting love...n dat we can depend on him...we dun have to wait for our situation to be as dire as samson's....we can live for him and we can depend on him now....he will carry us through...cus he can raise us up to be like those great ppl in the bible...isnt tht nice?

after svc went jp with camille... li sen and matt....look for baleno...den cannot find....wa...camille is a shopaholic man....walk walk walk also never buy wad she looking for....den duno wad walk into make up shop....i drew a smiley on my hand with the lip thingy....den the lady looked at me...so i walked out of the stall....oops...den li sen said i bo liao -.-'....den took mrt home...stupid matt pang sehed me....tired man....sister yating is going to tasmania....wad a nice bdae present....a break for my dear cell leader...heh...5 weeks and it ll be over....i ll take jared favourite line....'keep telling yourself tht' and the cliche-everyone-noes-verse of phil 4:13 ....

i dunno y i feel so hot....n its raining somemore...does this happen when ur recovering from flu...

|cowpoo| 3:09 PM|

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